YER A LIAR – A SNEAK- - A CHEAT – AND A THIEF... SAY IT OVER AND OVER OR I'LL KNOCK OUT 'DEM TEETH... "I'm a liar... a sneak... a cheat... and a thief... Plz don't hit me Dad... All I know'z—what u taught me... But since u was too pussy, I hadta learn from your Hustlers... All I learned about love was "BITCH, I WANNA FUCK YA". You re a liar and a thief s end. Why would u hollar?... I wanna go off on Kayden ---(but) damn--Dad... -- I—forgive you... How dare you fuckin' lie to ME?
Kayden—you're beautiful, a princess, a goddess... Whatever u do, girl, I know u tryin' yer hardest... SAY IT OVER AND OVER--- say it just like that--. In 'da 2 decades that passed by, dad-- I'd sit and I'd ask why... But I'm a Father now an, man, YOU someone I see through... Dad, you disgusted me... The liar the cheat and the thief. the way you ain't trusted me... --I'z so scared o' you touchin me (that) I repeated reluctantly... Wuz u doin me—just how your Dad did you? But I just don't care.
Why would u talk shit to momma, why would u u create so much drama?... An I was so little, yo-- I ain't weigh a buck thirty... U never did hit me but u ain't hafta to hurt me... Cuz whas even worse... was how I lived out your curse... We all go to sleep in the same place. That little thief fuckin LIED... -- completely denied... (an') I swear that I tried... To hold myself back, Dad what should I teach her? You coulda sat me down and really taught me some shit... Just sit around like broke down cars in the lot waiting for repairs. But I can't let it just pass by—(so)(here) I ain't gonna soften it... YESSSS---- I stole that magazine... Dad—an' I even jerked off in it! I'll teach you to respect my privacy... Scratch a liar find a thief meaning. Caring and trusting. Last night they said the fire had spread.
Instead of making me scream, "I don't wanna get hit. I ain't wanna be you,... Kayden's turning four... An' I (jus)' caught her stealin' stuff outta my (own) drawer... --when I said "whachu doin? " I don't 'wanna get beat... VERSE #3. Do I twist her pink t-shirt? Add to the list of all the places we hate. But I've got nothing. When (next) I broke in that office and stole the principal's purse... And I wish that my condition was new but I'm old and rusting. PLEASE GOD-- DON'T LET MY FIST COCK... Is this how YOU felt, Dad? Plz don't hit me Daddy... Do I threaten to beat her?
So if I'm a liar and you're a thief. That I stole a Hustler magazine outta yo fuckin' desk!? I'm NOT a liar, I'm not a sneak, I'm not a cheat, or a thief... You're a GOOD GIRL and (your) Dad's got your back... [[["I see we've made a lot of progress today, Andrew--- I think you should come back again next week... "]].
Well I wish that I was as good as you. Why would u threaten to kill me just cuz I ain't confess. So we just hurry up only to wait. And in the morning hope that we're all the same. Your words mind fuckin' me... why you so rough w/ me...?... I forgive u... Kayden—and myself—I'm a end this fucked up pattern today... The more we say who we are, we become what we say... --- u made me call myself a thief... just about every day... And now I know that you stole. I'm a great dad—and my kids will never get beat.
No other animal dad fucks up it's kids how we do... Don't you sit there and cry to me! Or iz u mo' embarrassed now that your story's a rap song? Why would u twist my shirt collar...? At least we both know where the other one sleeps. U said it would toughen me, that shit ain't do nothin' B. From the cradles they were rocked in. "I'm going to count backwards from 3 to 1... and when I get to 1... You will be back.
At the time when your father first made you feel that way... 3... 2... 1... "]]]. Please let go of me, Dad(dy)---I don't wanna get beat... "You're a little piece of shit, you little muthafuckin' thief". And I pretend like I got something to say. I never (even) got to have jus' one fuckin last cry... I was a thief dad, your words did more than just hurt... Thas why I imbezzled from every store where I worked... ---cuz I'm A CHEAT DAD—thas what u taught me... --when I took that magazine and yo fat ass caught me... U think this sounds wrong, u just embarrassed found porn? And we said our prayers. So let's end this tonight.
Wuz YOU tryin to stop?